i'll write your name in my notebook of death

Friday, July 28, 2006

ohmyfuck. some people are just SO.FUCKING.STUPID. ok, today i was actually very happy cuz i came to schoo and adopted a new pet!! BABY BEE!!! ooh! so cute so cute! ok, it was mel who caught it, put it into a WET bottle and accidentally tore one of it's legs off. so when i adopted it, it was looking very bad indeed. but i took such good care of it. i put flowers inside, i dried out the bottle and i play with it somemore ok.

but then, some STUPID FUCKY PEOPLE. being such humanitarians, kept asking me to set it free. i mean, please la. baby bee is hurt, and it's wings are wet. if i let it go, it will surely get eaten by some bird la. if you think you're doing it a favour, you're not. the last time i set free an animal was a tadpole. me and manda we set 2 of them free into the pond. and guess what? it got eaten by the fish the moment we put it in. good deed huh? we felt so guilty after that. so don't fucking tell me to set the bee free, because you're just gonna kill it. fucking stupid assholes. even after i told them it would get preyed upon, they still insisted on letting it go. please la, fuck your bloody ass ok. if your leg was amputated, and your hands tied behind your back and i ask you to go out instead of staying at home you want meh. fuckshits.

there was an especially fucky person, X. who kept insisting that i let it go cuz "i was gonna kill it" in that cocky, agressive way she speaks. damn fucking annoying ok, shut up la. and also, beverly, who kept saying the bee was dead. i mean, you're my friend so i wont be that pissed. but whatfuck la she was behaving like some fuckshit dickhead la ok. the bee was lying on some flower, wiggling its legs and she could still say it's dead. shutthefuckup please.

gah. i thought having a blog meant i could bitch freely but i guess not. everyone knows everyone else. if i say A is a fucked up piece of shit, B, who reads my blog, will tell A. or worse still, A read it herself.

anyways, our school is totally fucked up ok. and FULL OF SHIT. firstly, they are so fucking lame. that time, manda came late cuz it was raining. and they were like FORTY other people who were late with her. cuz the rain caused a huge jam. and know what the fucking school say? oh, the rain started last night so it is all your fault you never wake up earlier to come to school cuz you already know the rain start but you never prepare to come to school earlier. WHATTHEFUCK la please. lucky i not there. i down there i punch the bitch man. straightaway call MOE complain la please. what the cheebye fuck they talking sia? and i'm supposed to know the rain started ar? i wake up then i know the rain start right! stupidfuck. and also, they book people for having short pinafores. and their definition of short is above the knee. please la. might as well book the whole sec 4 cohort right. bloody fuck's ass. and that lenny. knows what's her favourite line? "tell me what's wrong with you." if she ask me i will say nothing. because i dun wanna 不打自招. like most people.

i really wish when she ask me i am pimzing. because that's when i'm damn fiery and daring. can anyhow scold people. normally i might do it also. now i pimzing so better dont ka chiao me. bloody fuck. i had it with stupid people you know.

and also, i argued with my mother. bloody bitch. normally however much i hate my mum i also wont call her bitch but this time she really is so fucked up. my sister's younger sister was being so fucking rude to me so i threw her stuff around and she HIT me and my mother didnt even do anything. i was so so so so fucking pissed i actually said to my sister. "you know you are damn fucking stupid. don't expect me to pay for your education, don't ask me for money when you are too stupid to get a job. i don't even love you at all. you can die i don't care. i won't save you." and then i sent my sis a msg i was like. jie faster come back la!! and i told her what happened. haha i love my sis. she asked me to fart in her sister's pillow. HAHAH. i didnt la. but i dig nose then put there. WAHAHAHA. i dont give a shit. i hate this place and i can't stand my mother's biasness.

wrote in the notebook @ 4:03 AM